The reason why I actually have this blog in the first place is because I am just too complicated,I find it so difficult to talk to someone and if I try to confide in someone I ,at thee end of the day get heart broken or let's call it let down or betrayed by these people,at first I keep it to myself but I came to terms with myself and decided to tell it all to a blank space believing someone,somewhere will definately get to understand me and probably I get to be advised or put through a lot of things I think and believe is right because I believe I can not be right all the time,am strong-minded,obstinate and difficult or maybe I just need to be understood or actually need a psychologist,uhhhhh!